2 poems

by Randall Amster

almost impossible to hold inside 

for another interval of lost light so 

you pour some rage all over the page

only to immediately feel the need to clean it up


Gifting Grace

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someone somewhere someday

disappears into thin air trying to fade away 

yet find themselves tugged back today by 

those left behind and some who still care

even if there isn’t any there there anyway

despite the long climb to nightfall

pretending to be just another day and

through it all across time crushed into space

was that person those people those good selves

standing up to evil who struggled with

full hearts open all ways asking you to

stay present for another gift of grace

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Down By the River

near the abyss again damn so trite

right with all that in your own way 

simmering resentment gone astray 

adjacent acute aggravation all day

plus pains in physical places 

almost impossible to hold inside 

for another interval of lost light so 

you pour some rage all over the page

only to immediately feel the need to clean it up

as if there’s no stain then the pain goes away

but hey what can I say except that

the edge of the wedge-sliced ledger is 

luckily a moment to get unstuck from

seeing only the shadows

never the light oncoming

back into being someone you might

even be proud to know if you will

just let go of the drawn-in toxic flow

you’ve been letting drown your dreams

consumed by reaping what you’ve sown

as it rains away the tearful flames and

you finally take a breath of rapt intention

wondering out loud why it took so long to

be the singer and the song streaming along

with slowly moving waters carrying runes

deposited by ancient banks of old souls who

gave thanks for the dark that shows the spark

© Randall Amster


Randall Amster is a full-time planter of seeds and a sometimes poet/author writing at Chaosmology for no one in particular. Previous work has appeared all over, like spilled wine on a picnic table, way back before memes were invented.


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