Are You A Virgo, or Are You Traumatized?

by Audrey T. Carroll

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[Author’s note/content warning: As the title suggests, this piece does mention several kinds of trauma, including PTSD, childhood sexual abuse, medical trauma, etc. Nothing is graphic here, and these content warnings ended up becoming part of the piece itself.]

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1. You pick up a glass baking dish fresh out of the oven with your bare hands. Your brain tells you it is too hot and should be released. You

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Twilight

by Matias Travieso-Diaz

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Around the valleys’ slopes the sky is already darkening;
Alone, two larks still soar, rapt in the twilight’s perfume.
Come here and let them flutter; soon it will be their time for rest.
Would that we not lose ourselves in this solitude.
O, utter, silent peace! So deep in the sun’s afterglow!
How weary we are of wandering: can this, perchance, be death?

– Joseph von Eichendorff – Im Abendrot (At Sunset)

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Living had become difficult for Felix. He was feeble, arthritic, with an erratic heart and almost deaf. Many activities he had enjoyed in earlier years were now beyond his reach. Driving long distances was too tiring, and his daily runs had needed to be scaled down to strolls. Soon he would be relegated to one of those mausoleums where the elderly are stored awaiting the inevitable.

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haunting

by Leopold Crow

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the belly of a whale is a metaphor.
this is what you tell yourself to feel better
about the ash lapping in and out at your feet,
gentle on the water. if you lay on your back
you can hear the sand in the hourglass ribs
falling. you dig for praise. you dig for flowers.
you scoop dark pebbles out of the sand.
this is not all.

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